havent been here for a long time. why? cos of freaking PW. ok, PW is fun. =x so, did i get promoted? yes, i did. sad to say, i merely scraped thru promotion. i am one of the few in my class to pull the class down in any kind of ranking system. my class really did pretty well this time. well, except for me. but at least my whole class managed to promote together. at least i didnt become the "culprit". i hope my decision of dropping physics is correct. i don't have any other choice, do i? freakkk.anyway, thanks all peeps for all your concern! :)

ok and now, bout co. why? why don't i have the motivation to go for co pracs like i do back in rv? why do i have to ponder whether to skip practices now and then? lacking commitment is one thing, not feeling belonged is another. back in rv, i used to put away the thought of skipping pracs, even at the worst moments. cos i was in com, and i felt i had a need to be responsible and set a good eg for others. in anyway, it was kind of different then. cos i really enjoy every moment of practices. but now, i really don't have the kinda anticipation for pracs. now that i am not in com, i feel like being a "normal" person, being able to skip pracs without any form of responsibility or committment holding me back. i do feel guilty, but not so much anymore. this feeling sarks. *sigh* and my skills..my standard..arghhh.and now that pracs are changed from fridays to saturdays, i dislike going for pracs even more.talk about a 5-day work week. where's ours?

back to pw.pw rox.ha ha ha.